3:48 a.m. and then some...

What do you do at 3:48 a.m. when you find yourself lying on your bed trying to sleep, but failing miserably to do so? How am i supposed to know what you do in such a situation?! I give up on trying to sleep and do something else instead till the sleep hits and since i am done catching up on Heroes and House, I am left with no alternative but to write out whatever is running through my head.
I maintained another blog under an alias at another blogger site and posted some of the more personal things I had to say and deal with in my life. But that kept growing into a major whine-fest along with a bunch of depressed and highly hormonal teenagers and I decided that my need to bitch and moan about my life had been fulfilled.
After three months of abandoning that place, the urge to bitch and moan has risen once again, I guess! But I figure I'm not exactly in need of hiding anymore. I mean, if I'm penning my thoughts down, what's the point of saying things I wouldn't say in the real world anyway? Wouldn't I be hiding from myself in a way? I don't know, but I do know that that question is hardly worthy enough to warrant a deeper philosophical investigation at the moment.
Topics I'll probably be writing about in the future will include (but are not limited to) guitars, gaming, college, my friends, girls, my life, and the occasional venting of the crap that i would have systematically let accumulate because of this god-awful habit of procrastination that i just can't seem to shake!
I remember being ecstatic when I started my previous blog and I don't feel the same. Just indifferent I think. My level of participation at this place will definitely be gauged upon my willingness in the future to write. I'm extremely impulsive, but I don't generally stick with a lot of things. So this post might get buried under a sea of the ones to follow, but it has an equal chance of being the lone fool in my arsenal.
Randomness has finally hung some weight on my eyes so here's looking at tomorrow. Cheers!